February 2012
3 posts
January 2012
4 posts
New season, new focus.
It was an awesome year and a half, but now it’s time to move on and get myself focused with the things that really matters: my relationship with God. After numerous attempts to get my attention through whispers and subtle signs, God has finally decided to put his foot down and come in a booming thunderclap. I’ve shed some tears about the whole situation but ultimately, I am at peace....
I want to punch myself in the face for not taking the opportunity when it was presented to me on a gold tray. I also want to punch myself for wishing I had. I don’t know. This will be the death of me.
December 2011
9 posts
“Overall, I think it’s a good time to have a girl in the 21st century because...”
– Louis C.K. (via Briana Mowrey)
My younger brother's letter was too funny today.
Because my younger brother is in Hilo for Youth Challenge, his only means of communication with us is through letters. At least once a week, he sends an index card with a scripture and a note just for me. Today, the scripture was Ephesians 4:26. In your anger, do not sin. Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry. The highlight of his note was pretty much this: “The Bible does not...
For Christmas I want...
A new phone. Because mine is crappy already.
New shoes. For work. And for school.
A clarisonic mia x_x i hope mom gets it!
Gift cards. So i can shop for myself because I’ve refrained from it to finish Christmas shopping.
Bobbi Brown gel eyeliner…best eyeliner evaaaaaaa.
New car mats! lol, the waterproof ones.
That is all.
2 tags
Working full time has it's perks & disadvantages.
I love work. I love my homies there. HAHA. I’ve never been so close to all of them! I have officially become one of the crazies who go in even when they’re not scheduled to drop by food or see somebody. But damn…it has really taken it’s toll on school. Being a full time student and full time associate has given me barely any time to myself to study and do homework. Now...
November 2011
7 posts
Christmas list...
My estimated total for all the people I have included on my Christmas list is $895. I need to stop shopping for unnecessary things ;(
jdlanor:
shuffledplaylist:
Justin Bieber ft....
I've had a lot of anonymous questions in my ask...
I’ve let them sit there for months because I thought that if someone really wanted to know, they’d ask me as themselves. After hearing about what other people have surmised as the reasons to my absence, I feel that not answering has only caused more confusion. So here it is.
When my senior year began, I earned a steady position at work instead of an on-call one. At first, they had me...
October 2011
3 posts
I only fight for something when I desperately...
Sometimes I beat myself up for not fighting harder in certain situations but I know that if I really wanted it as bad as I thought I did, I would have done it. I would have fought. I would have worked my way to the top. I would have given it 110%. If I had really wanted it as bad as I said I did, I would have done something when I could. Yesterday is done. I can do nothing to change whatever...
I wish somebody had told me that...
I could test out of my math class.
I could test out of Computer Science…because I very well know how to use a computer!
I could test out of my Writing class…because I have learned nothing so far! My AP English score from last year totally could’ve gotten me a level up but the academic advisor I talked to did not review my AP score.
I should have chosen another professor for...
September 2011
3 posts
You will be a crown of splendor in the LORD’s...
Isaiah 62:3
August 2011
5 posts
“It’s best to stay in touch with both sides of an issue. A person who fears...”
– Ecclesiastes 7:18
July 2011
5 posts
Anonymous asked: What exactly do you like about Jackie and April? Not bashing or anything, just wondering what it is about those two.
“When you meet him, ask him to spell God. If it’s with a little g, throw up the...”
– Jonathan L. Polk, Sr. (My Uncle)
June 2011
8 posts
I'm excited!
…..Cali bound in 9 days!!!!!!!
I would rather not go to church and be trying in...
I want to live life based on what I believe and...
May 2011
13 posts
I just wanna be successful.
Should I strive for the impossible?
If I start on this path, what happens if I have a change of heart? What if I fail? What if I don’t like it? What if I get lazy? What if I can’t take the pressure? What if I give up in the middle of the struggle? DAMN. But what about if I succeed? What if I love it? What if I outshine everybody Clearing all the obstructions to that kind of success...